I forgot I was trying to do this. oh well. Lately, I have been missing a lot of people who live too far away from me. I really want to build a bubble city where we can all live together and be happy. We just need to move all of our jobs and lives to the same place. Austin is pretty awesome guys. I wish i could have the brownstone apartment feeling here. I would never get any work done though. Maybe it is good we all live far apart.

breathing in

I just gave my two weeks notice at McBeth, via email. Oh well, we can't all be perfect. Baby steps.

christmas on a submarine

I need a break, but the frantic part of me never wants to take one. Maybe I just need to hibernate for a bit.
Everybody, look at me! I am overwhelmed and talking about it on the internet!
I wish realizing what a luxury it is to have the time and energy to obsess about oneself was enough to change it. Perspective only gets you so far. On a slightly less solipsistic note, I really feel like Elana and I are making progress. In some ways, a day with her feels like a week. The range of emotions we both go through is insane, but I am really enjoying the process of us figuring each other out. We are building our own common language and there is something incredibly exciting and thrilling about that. The semiotics and lit. geek in me is digging it to the max. I just wish i could do that everywhere, with everyone. Let's all build the new words together!