random thoughts to prevent productivity

It occurred to me today that I have much better intuition than I ever realized. I can spot crazy easily, I just don't run away. I keep telling myself all this free time and relaxation is just around the corner but I've been saying that for months now and I still don't see it. I thought stopping classes and stage-managing would help and it has a little, but I'm quickly finding things to fill in any gaps. I just keep piling stuff on the plate. Someday, I will be full, or at least not hungry.